The love fundamentals
February 18, 2014 Leave a comment
Another V-day came and went with plenty of hype and overflow of emotions. For some it was liberation day, for some it was a lonely day and for others it was the day to find love. Crazy things do happen on this day, like the heart broken guy in China who bought tickets for all the alternate seats in a movie theatre for the particular show he was watching, so that no couples could sit together. I think data should be collected from one city on V-day to see how many couple were made and how many were broken and that data should be matched with the data collected after one or two years to see how many are still together and how many have moved on.
Love, the one emotion for which wars have been fought and poems have been written in equal measure, but one thing that still eludes the understanding of human beings. Is it actually so difficult to comprehend? Love has many manifestations, what we feel for all the people in our lives are love in different forms. So what is so extra special about this one relationship? Why do we let this relationship consume our mind and cloud our judgement and rational thinking?
The best answer I could come up with is the weight of expectations. The fulcrum of the whole society is relationships and the associated expectations. But why does it get so enormous in one particular relationship? The answer must lie in our procreation architecture. Though we moved beyond animals and developed intimacy without procreation, the framework of procreation is stamped into us, from how our body reacts, the hormones that get released and the effect it has on our mind. The weight of expectation must be directly proportional to our self investment in any relationship. Thats why parents are so besotted with their kids. If we look at a romantic relationship closely, there are several key milestones. Boyfriend/Girlfriend->Lover->Fiance->husband/wife->Partner->Companion. How I see it is, these milestones become blurred once the relationship goes some distance and confusion, more than anything else sets in.
It is natural that when we meet someone, we are usually in our best behaviour. Same thing happens in relationships initially. People get attracted to each other because of certain characteristics or abilities about them. It’s all rosy as they savour all the goodness in each other. Then, as they draw closer, the negativities start gaining more focus. This is something unique because in all other relationships, especially in friendship, we are so good at accepting people with all their flaws. But here, the dynamics are totally different. The keyword is intolerance. Why? Because women are no longer dependent on men like women of older generations, so they do not feel it is required to be patient anymore and men, always with their inflated ego, take everything with loads of indifference. No relationship gets built this way.
When it all goes wrong, then heart break sets in. Why? Human beings have this inherent need to control what they cannot and that is what causes the biggest miseries. Unfortunately, need to control is inversely proportional to sensibility and common sense. We all move on, when sensibility returns. We can hold on to a dying or dead relationship for a while, if we can use it positively to stop us from making more mistakes and tide over from the difficult phase of loneliness. Everything in the world has an expiry date, nothing stands forever. And there is the concept of the death of the body and death of the mind. Losing someone is actually the death of that person in our minds. Accepting reality can be harsh and tough, but accepting it is what takes us to true nirvana. We know no one in life more than our parents. We are prepared for them to leave us and go some day, then what is it that we cannot accept and live with?
I see everyone’s life as a circle. When two people meet, the circles meet and intersect, where common factors come together. One circle should never overlap the other. That amounts to superimposing one person on the other which will never work. The intersection keeps expanding as mutual interests grow but only up to a certain point. There are parts of the circle that define us, who we are, what made us who we are, our personalities, our behaviour, etc. Some of that will change a bit according to changing dynamics in our lives, but trying to change everything about a person will only result in disaster. A good relationship for me is all about managing the intersection of circles and making sure it never shrinks.
My granny used to tell me that everyone has a companion born for them somewhere out there and we will meet them at the right time and when we are prepared for them. We can search for them or we can buckle down, wait and prepare ourselves. Finding love is one thing, converting that into companionship and keeping it that way is a life long activity. For me, accepting people as they are, understanding them, trusting the relationship, not taking them for granted and maintaining the line of expectations are the five pillars for healthy and long lasting relationships. Taking effort and adjusting to people will only lead to loss of self respect and building up of negative emotions which will wear us down and break the relationship with time. Most important of all, it is imperative we understand that we cannot keep everyone in our lives equally happy at the same time and someone or the other will be unhappy all the time. So the best we can do is to keep ourselves happy. True love for me is doing the best I can for the people in my life, letting them go and wishing them well. People who truly understand us, accept us for who we are and genuinely need us in their lives will always be with us, rest will go like shedding of dead skin cells. This is the best way to have the right people in our lives and live a life of less baggage. It all boils down to the concept of ‘chi’, the flow of energy. Just like proper flow of energy in our bodies keep us healthy, proper flow of energy in relationships will hold people together through the test of time.